October 2010
1 post
April 2010
1 post
September 2009
17 posts
August 2009
4 posts
“I want to change the world. I want to change the world the way William...”
July 2009
3 posts
“Oh Lord, troubles so hard,
Oh Lord, troubles so hard.
Don’t nobody know...”
“In my dreams I’m dying all the time
As I wake its kaleidoscopic mind.
I...”
June 2009
13 posts
“I crossed the river, fell into the sea,
Where the non-believers go beyond...”
“When you try your best but you don’t succeed;
When you get what you want...”
“The bird of life is singing on the bough,
His two eternal notes of...”
“If I lose everything in the fire,
I’m sending all my love to you.”
“Grow old along with me,
The best is yet to be.
When our time has come,
We...”
“Hanging on, here until I’m gone,
Right where I belong, just hanging on....”
May 2009
11 posts
some things that i love.
sweatervestwithsleeves:
ian. turtles. summer vacation. friendship. bicycles. owls. long walks. traveling. tea. writing letters. getting letters in the mail. strange musical instruments. marine life. people with nice handwriting. proper grammar. hugs. dinosaurs. the way my backyard smells after it rains. the word ‘lovely.’ nostalgia. overflowing sketchbooks. my iPod. totoros. baking for people...
Things I love
M.G. Listening to “1979” by the Smashing Pumpkins while driving at night. Running until my body hurts. Falling in love. Writing. Writing horribly. Potential. Wishes. The past. Listening to Dark Side of the Moon with headphones in the dark. Reading about history. The words “byzantine,” “recalcitrant,” and “exacerbate.” Jackets falling off shoulders....
Things I regret
Scout. Going to BTW. Not being a better grandson to my mom’s parents. Lying so much. Trying to kill myself. Malorie. Being so cold to everyone for so long. Thinking about killing people so much for a few years there. Not having black hair. Not being at least partly Jewish. Being born into a family of alcoholics. Taking Algebra I twice. Not being a better singer. Trusting too much when I...
FUCK SCHOOL.
I AM NOT DEFINED BY LITTLE LETTERS
THAT SAY A, B, C, D, MAYBE EVEN
F!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM ME.
I WILL ALWAYS BE ME,
IAN.
NOTHING WILL EVER DEFINE ME
BESIDES WHAT I CHOOSE
TO DEFINE MYSELF AS.
THAT DOESN’T INCLUDE SCHOOL, BY THE WAY.
I MAKE GOOD GRADES.
I’M PROUD AS HELL OF THAT.
BUT THEY AREN’T ME.
THEY ARE NO MORE ME THAN THE HOUSE I LIVE IN,
OR THE CAR I DRIVE;
THE...
because i love you)last night clothed in sealace appeared to me your mind drifting with chuckling rubbish of pearl weed coral and stones; lifted,and(before my eyes sinking)inward,fled;softly your face smile breasts gargled by death:drowned only again carefully through deepness to rise these your wrists thighs feet hands poising to again utterly disappear; rushing gently swiftly creeping through my...
I'm doing fine. Just sometimes I think of you....
overflowing:
gatekeeper:
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